I see what

I see what is meant for her and I fear I am not strong enough to help.
I see what is coming and know that I will have to be more than I am.
I see what her body will feel and the hurt it will endure, and pray for myself not her.
I see what selfishness causes when the wrong words leave my lips.
I see what the doctor says before he shares it.
I see what her fears are before she knows them.
I see what I don’t want too.
I see what an empty bed is with only one.
I see what my thoughts have done.
I see what cancer to her body has done.
I see what cancer from my heart has won.
I see what I feared will be.
I see what god has for me.
I see what fear is.
I see what love is.
I see what emptiness is.
WAM

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